went to yeemin's hse for mahjong with angela and kinonn ytd!
kinonn won $32 and yeemin won $8.
i dunno how kinonn managed to win so much la!
angela lost $21 and i lost $19. :(
but the guys waved it off!! heh.
gentlemen huh. :)
it took my mind of things a bit. hee.

i met jessica today for dinner at vivo.
we ate at white dog cafe!
that place is really good. :)
didnt manage to take pictures though.
went to wcplaza after that to chill for a while and headed back.

tmr is assessment day for RWS and
im not intending to prepare for it. hahaha.
too tired to study.
i hope we get to sit on the rides there tmr!
omg exciting. heh.

to the ppl who cared.
i'll stay strong. thanks! :)

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone


till our paths cross again.
wish u all the best.

judith

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY EILEEN!! :)

dragged myself out of bed today.
had a bit of hangover frm last night. :(
and i only slept for 3 hrs! hahas.

hit the beach with the RWS ppl and
i felt so much better after playing! heh.
we played a little of volleyball, frisbee and dog & bone!
stayed till ard 3 and went back to vivo to catch avatar!
awesome show but someone actually slept halfway la! hahaha.
really appreciate that bottle of ginseng though. thanks! :)

oh and singaporeans are really kiasu man.
i went there at like 11am and
the tickets for avatar 3D were alr sold out! :(

dined at soup spoon and it was home sweet home.
pics from previous outings up alr!! :)

happy new year!! :)
lets say hi to 2010 and bye to 2009.
hope it will be a great year for everyone!
next event will be chinese new yr. excited. :)

anyway i counted down at clarke quay's
yellow jello with my pri sch friends!
RWS ppl were there too.
met them for a while!
anyway clarke quay was super crowded
and everyone was spraying foam! =X
quite intimidating actually.
played with sparklers after that and took lotsa peektures!! heh.
joyce owes me alot of pics man.

trained back to joyce's hse ard 1 plus
and spent the rest of the night at her void deck.
drank and played truth or dare.
it's such a sec sch game but was still fun right SAM!!! hahas.
did many retarded things.
it's a great start to 2010. :)

next outin would be to celebrate eileen and limei's birthday on sat night at rebel.
we're in the guest list!! heh.
i just turned 18 and they're gonna be 19! hahas.
it's good to be a dec baby at times. :))


last peekture of 2009!! :)


and this is the first peekture of 2010!!! :)


random writings with sparklers...


yay fun!! :)




we were tryin to write HPY!
but it's quite a failure as u can see. hahahas.


at the riverside!! :)




off to meet RWS ppl! :)


jordan with his helmet.


i think we look like homeless creatures here! lol.


and cuddling beside a campfire to keep warm. hahas.


sam's idea! looks cool huh. :)


happy 2010 ppl!! :)

met zihui at town today to catch up.
i love her so much!
the day's always better with her ard. :)
we shopped at 313 with no money! hahas.
went back feeling very sore cos we couldnt get anything. :(
we're gonna meet to shop again when we get our pay! heh.
not much pics as my camera's spoilt. :(
i need a new camera man.
gonna use my good progress award to get it! :)))

oh yes. and we finally booked our 2 theory lessons! heh.
thurs and sat.
cant wait to start driving man! :))

zihui told me to play mouse hunt on fb so im off to play it now!! :)

whenireadtheconversationuhadwithhim,itearedagain.
ithurtsmetoknowuthinkofmethisway.
it'sduetoourdifferencesthat thingsendeduplikethat.
notduetoanyotherreasons.
wealreadyhadmanyunresolvedconflictsinourjourney.
itwasjustamatteroftime.uknowittoo.
sowhyputtheblameonsomethingelse?
ihatethingstoendthisway.
imnotangry,justsad.

ive been seeing the RWS ppl so often
that my fb's all flooded with their pics! hahas.
im a bit lazy to upload everything here. =X
anyway it was the last day of training today.
and we decided to catch a movie at town!
watched sherlock holms.
was a great show.
must watch ppl! hahas.
we sat the the first few rows cos it was a big group.

ate at bbq chicken at the basement and took lotsa pics
with the 2 dlsrs. heh.

2010 is coming! :(

it feels weird havin nobody to tell me not to eat ice anymore.


christmas eve! :)


at raffles place!


ah hah. tiff, soldier and me!




grp photo in minds cafe!




pei en karen and me. :)
they're the ppl with cameras!






this was the last day of training! boohoo.


us 4 again. in the toilet! lol.






omg i took a pic with sezairi! hahas.

MERRY XMAS ppl!! :)))

the first few hours of christmas was spent
in phuture with my pri sch frens! :)
that night was the bomb man.
i finally felt the heat! hahahas.

we had supper at tiong bahru and
sam and i took the first bus home after that.
slept at 8am and woke up at 3pm.
my body clock's haywire now. :(

reached town at around 6pm and took lots of pictures!
but the pictures were a little distorted. :(
think some alcohol went in from the previous nights.
orchard was so crowded and i got knocked by alot of ppl. :(
but the lightings were nice.
all the reindeers had red noses! heh.

ill be working tmr at bugis watsons
and there'll be RWS (resort work sentosa) gatherin with colleages on sunday! :)
minds cafe at boat quay! :)

alrights pics up soon!

it's been 2 weeks. stay strong judith.
this will be the last night i cry for u.
thank you for the wonderful 18 months 11 days.
i love you. i loved you.



omg eyebags. :(














u made my christmas. thanks! :)

it was ladies night ytd so sihan and i decided to go party.
she came over to my hse, changed then cabbed to supperclub.
to attend her fren's birthday party.

saw alex, winston and nevin there.
also saw mark toh there!
he was attendin the same party.
oh i think alex was super drunk and went a little crazy. lol.

cabbed to rebel and stayed there till close.
jacob, sydney and songwei was at rebel.
reached home at 6am and sihan stayed over.
and only caught 15mins of slp before attendin work at 8.30am today! :(
was still late for work and had to pay $5 fine!! :((

im getting hopelessly out of control without u.


in the cab to supperclub.


babe's lookin good as usual hahas.


inside the club.


the birthday girl is the one with black hair! :)


mark toh from tanglin band! heh. was super shocked to see him there!


at the dance floor.


the flash covered sihan. =X




just look at how red alex is. =X




a nice bouncer helped us take this. heh.


with sihan and her cute fren! :)


mark toh again. he helped me ward off many weird ppl that night. thx! :)


winston!! heh.


and nevin my ogl! :)


this was at the second level. the sofas were heavenly after dancing.




birthday girl with her specs. hahas.




he's 19!! but looks like 16 right. heh. i want to look young too :)




this was at rebel's lockers.

work ended quite early today as we had to be mystery shoppers!
so francine, clarice, tiff and me decided to go vivo to get it done! :)
went to 3 shops and realised that spore's service is not very good. hahas.
most of the time we had to attend to ourselves. =X
saw alot of our colleagues there! heh.

anyway i left at 6 and met sihan at bugis!
we shopped a while but couldnt find anything suitable
so we decided to head to sky at iluma to chill! :))
the ambience was just great.
they had like huge sofas there to lie on! hee.

ordered 2 glasses of alcohol.


we were at vivo!


francine went to the washroom i think.




at bugis junction! :)


the huge bed. :)


we're both wearin pink! lol. and we didnt plan it!


looking at the menu!




sihan's flying! heh.




our drinks!


the bed's super comfy! :)


sky's washroom. :) nice! heh.

hello humans.
i've finally registered for my driving licence!
went to bbdc with winifred to do so on thurs.
we'll be taking our lessons after christmas i pressume. :)
and it's 4 days to christmas!

had been busy with work recently.
no time for myself till today. heh.
my weekends were spent in bugis watsons selling make up remover.
only managed to sell 11 on sat and 13 on sun. :(
very bad sales compared to the 30 bottles i sold the previous time.

on the other hand, training at resort world had been fun! :)
made lots of friends!
and glen said we're gonna take a group photo tmr.
wed will be our assessment.
both practical and written.
they're bringing us shopping on wed too! woots! heh.

oh and thanks for being there for me when i needed someone. :)

i cant help but tear a little.
u used to send me home from work.



clarice!! :)


francine and clarice! :) im wearing francine's specs by the way.
i love her specs ttm! heh.




francine is so cute i swear. hahas.

hey guys im back again.
feels great to blog. :)

anyway. i was afh (away from home) for 3 days!
was only able to touch my lap now.
had class chalet and work (training) at the same time.
travelled from pasir ris to jurong and back.
slso had 2 sleepless nights thanks to my classmate.
shall not reveal the name. hahas.

2 nights of unhealthy bbq in the chalet.
i have to work out soon! hahas.
training at resort world was rather easy.
we just sat down and listened to lectures. :))
plus i think work only starts next year! awesome. heh.
i made a new friend too!
clarice from vjc. :))
ive seen her for 5 days straight alr and she's such a dear!! :)
keeps our lectures interesting. hahas.

i have training tmr again at 8.30am
so i shall slp now. :)
good night.

i was washing up just now and i put
facial foam on my toothbrush instead of toothpaste.
that was when realised i am very much affected by it.
thought things would feel the same but it did not.
now im not sure if we did the right thing.
btw avatar is out today. :)


this is the first night of bbqing! :)




super warm la.
oily faces. :(


more satays! :)




guess who?? :)


it's mr big. kenyi! :)


my BFF. heh.


jhan and kenyi again.......


the blur thing is kenyi's face i think. LOL. scary.


oh yes i permed my hair! hahahas.
only $55 at penang! :)


while playing bridge! :)


OMG. NO HAND!!!!! =X


half the class guys here.
only 2 girls went to the chalet. heh. expected.


in the pool! :) faizal so cute here. heh.


jhan closed his eyes to take pic?




kenyi zoomed in on us. =.=


zihui's classic! LOL.


OTAH for bbq. :))


i feel hungry now.


kenyi wanted to use the satay to cover my face! =.=
but i managed to stop him. :)


marshmellowsssss. :)




the last class gathering.......
with mr chin chin and mrs chinchin who joined us for a while! :)
chin chin said this looked like some cny family photo. lol.

Now it's just me and lonely bus rides home.

hello.
im at penang's starbucks now!
they're open 24hrs! heh.
anyway my ahma is better now.
we've been feeding her alot.
and i think she put on quite alot of weight! LOL.
thanks guys for your concern! heh.

sam just told me mingyang's coming back tmr too!
i hope i see him at custom! heh.
i've leavin for spore at 7.30am.
uncle's driving us back.
will reach spore around 4pm i think.

i thought alot during this trip
and still cant come to conclusion. sorry.
sometimes i just wish life was simpler. :(

Hi guys. Im in penang now.
Purpose is to visit my grandma.
she’s 80 years old.
I just saw her at the nursing home
and it really pains me to see her like that.
She had shrunken so much.
My bro cried and I teared a little too.
Her calf muscles are becoming weaker
and might not be able to hold her weight soon.
Relatives sent her there as grandma kept falling down at home
and nobody could take care of her as they had work.
I really really want her to get well soon. :(

im 18 alr! :)

it was my birthday and prom today!
everyone looked good!
nothing much happened there.
everyone just took losta peektures! heh.
saw my pri sch fren genevieve too!
it was post prom that was fun! :)
i slacked at clark quay with my classmates!
at the riverside.
gonna miss them alot when they go ns. :(

alrights peektures here! :)
more at facebook! lazy upload all.



we went to get our hair and makeup done tgt! :)


zhiwen!!


kaihui!! :)


zihui! :)
this pic was taken cos my birthdate's behind! :))


ms aisha.


CHIN CHIN! :)


my babe. :)


mirror pic in the toilet! :)


touch ruggers who were there! :)


and my classmates. :)
08s17


in cheers buying drinks! :)


we bought barcardi!


shaz, eugene, jingwee




hahas. jiajun and amir joined us for a while! :)
shaz is obviously acting gay.
both look like they're drunk. LOL.


camwhorred a little! :)


my BFF! :)


romantic huh!! :)


jhan's face. LOL.


jian rui! :)

i lost my phone today!! :(
how unlucky right.
totally destroyed my mood for the day.
i left it in the toilet accidentally.
but i called back in 20 mins and it was alr off! :(
was utterly disappointed and angry.
i didnt know such dishonest ppl exist.
an 18th birthday without a phone. :(

okay enough of ranting.
i went out with babe to celebrate my 18 birthday! :)
omg! he bought me a longchamp bag!
super unexpected but i damn happy. :)))
thank you babe!

we watched new moon and had dinner at swensons after that.
i dun like bella now. :(
lots of time was wasted traveling to and fro
lookin for my phone so didnt do much. :(

okay pics! heh.

went for a job interview with my bro in the morning at 9am.
and i got in! :)))
will be working in the universal studio (integrated resort)
pay ia $6.50/hr!! yum yum. heh.

saw julia and cuifen there.
both of them are applyin for food&bevearge.
i'll be working in the souvenir shop.
do come and visit me k!! :))

after that i went home, changed and headed out to meet JESSICA!
i knew her from tully's coffee at wcp :)
we went bugis to get out nails done!
i got fake nails and she did french.
mine was $56. and im so broke now. :((

bus-ed to esplanade to take pics and then back to city hall.
jess was so nice! she bought me gingerbread man
cos i had no money to buy and we wanted to eat that!
im so touched. :))
love u jess ttm. heh.

met my parents we went to geylang for my birthday dinner. heh.
ok pics! :)
im a happy girl today.



cute ah she. :))


and also sexaye! :)












cosy pic again! i love cosy pictures. :)






our gingerbreadmen! :)
cute ttm.




this was at the walkway.
so cool right! heh.

a giant newspaper teddy.

went for a job interview with pee today at tanjong pagar! :)
it was regarding some roadshow for nokia phones.
pay is super attractive man.
they said they'll call us back.
but i doubt we'll receive their call la!
i wanna work there and get new phone. :(

was supposed to meet the truggers at 5pm
but we're done at ard 4pm.
being a noble boy,
pee waited with me at central starbucks for a while :))
he got discount rmb! heh.

okay so i met zihui, poi and jolyn and we went to arab street to have dinner!
at some arab restaurant. hahas.
food was good. zihui's recommendation!
after dinner, we went over to haji lane for shisha
and joined dixon and shengda.

the smell of shisha was fine but they actually
allowed ppl to smoke cigarettes there la!
then the whole room smelt of smoke. :((
poi said we should go botanic garden the next day
and breathe in fresh air! LOL.
i feel so polluted now man.
shisha's 3 times worse then smoke? =X

took lotsa pics and jamie managed to join us for a while. :)
pic spam!



this was at the arab restaurant.



all 4 of us ordered this!


goodness gracious look at how fair we are. LOL.


grp shot! :)


this is at the shisha place alr. jasmine's pout on poi.


my BFF. heh.


jo and dixon. :)
sweet man.


BFF again! :)
both of us wearin dress then super difficult to sit la! hahas.


when the fan blew.




dixon's sexy legggg.








poiiii again. she has lots of candids. hahas.


dixon tryin to blow the smoke out from his nose.
but failed to catch it on cam.




playin recorder. hahaha.


shengda and dixon!












see my abrasion so obvious! :(




poi was supposed to be blowin us away. LOL.


jasmine's pout again.


act poi. classic hahas.


vicky and wanjia's signature pose!




wahahaha. guess we tryin to imitate who!!


the smoky room? hahas.


act sly. heh.








arrival of jamie! :)

\
the staff there. hahaha.




both of them always so spastic. hahahaha.




thx for coming! :))

went town with babe in the morning to get my dress
and also his bow tie. :)
after that he met his frens and i bus-ed back to wcp for free drinks
from starbucks! heh.
typical singaporeans huh.
brought ma lappy along for sam to play poker too.
who's the poker addict now sam?? heh.

left around 7.30 for dinner and jerry joined us too! hahas.
with veron, mark, sam.
we had marche at vivo. :))
i forgot to bring my camera!! :((
feeling very sour abt it now.
not much pics taken.

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im going for an interview tmr.
really hope i get the job!! :)
wish me luck man. hahas.


veron is camera shy! :((
so she's the one takin pics for us.


the the marche bar. hahas.


heh. just look at jerry with his retarded 'baby picky'.
he wore that around the whole vivo =.=

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okay here are the pics we took
when i went out with winifred on wed! :)
we almost walked the whole of town la!
and we also saw many familar faces.

she managed to get her prom dress at fareast!
like after 5 hrs?? hahaha.
after that we went to starbucks to
slack for a while and get 'prison break' from pee!

it was the last paper ytd and we played touch rug after that.
it felt good to be on the field again!
how i missed touch rug. hahas.
but because we didnt warm up or cool down,
im having very very bad muscle aches today! :(
zihui had it too so we had to miss eugene's bdae. sorry! =X
i wonder if the rest of the girls have bad aches too. heh.

also jolyn, zhixin and i dived and we both ended up havin abrasions.
pain. :(
plus prom is next week! hahas.
hope it recovers very soon. :))

some pics at jj's toilet in pe attire with my bestest buddy!.
ytd was the last time we're ever gonna be in jj attire.
but i doubt im gonna miss it. heh.


this is the toilet where we used to bake chocolate cake. :))
actually almost everyone bakes it there. hahaha.


zihui looks pregnant here. whose one ah??
hahas.
of cos mine la! :)


this is much better. :))
BFF ya babe?? heh.

my mom is just so funny man.
i woke up in the morning,
walked to all my usual spots and saw these.
because i didnt switch off the heater last night. =X

went starbucks to study with sam and jerry today.
not very productive actually but at least
i manage to finish a few chapters. :))

after much debatin, we decided to go supperclub for some traffic light event.
our 2nd night clubbin.
i dunno what came over us too.
man. this has got to be the last time.
unless necessary.
so we went home to change and headed down.
reached there quite early, ard 10 plus.
and since we didnt have dinner, we ate supper at macs.
while waitin for joyce to come too.
looked out of the window and i saw P!!
totally didnt expect to see any familiar faces there. haha.

joyce finally came at 11 plus and we decided
not to stay at supperclub anymore as it was tooooo crowded.
so we caught the last bus to rebel.

omg guess who i saw again!
christian! i saw him like thrice in a week alr??
all at different places somemore. hahas.

oh. anyway we got free entry into rebel cos joyce knew some ppl there.
we went in there for like 1.5hr only then headed home alr.
too crowded and the guilt is hauntin us. =X
we still have a last phy mcq left.
plus rebel had weirder and yuckier ppl there.
and i bet P is still playin at supperclub la. despite havin exams too.

cabbed at 1.30am and reached home at 2am.
babe! i kept my promise. :)
couldnt slp so here i am bloggin abt my wasted day.

took very little pics.
much time was spent travelin instead. hahas.



while we trained there.




at macs. hahas.


p.s. the macs had 2 levels.
and there were guys standin outside tryin to
look up girls skirts as they walk up the stairs!
im so freakin disgusted.


while waitin for bus 32.


okay that's all.
im gonna study at the library later so i wun feel so guilty. =XX
good night ppl.

The future depends on what we do in the present.